Rukhsana Ki Bekabu Jawani

Kahani ki suruat shuru se hi karti hun. Main Rukhsana hoon, meri umar abhi 22 saal ki hai. Pyar se mujhe sab Rabia kahte hai. Meri shadi ho chuki hai aur Mere husband ek private firm mein manager hain. Mayeke mein meri ammi aur Abba hain. Shahar mein hamare khandan ki bahut hi acchi izzat hai. Izzatdar gharana hone ke karan parde ki pabandi hai...lekin parde ke peeche………...

Yu to maine jawani ki dahleez par pahla kadam umra ke chaudahwe paraw mein hi rakh diya tha. Meri chhatiyon ke ubhar chhote chhote nimbu ke aakar ke nikal aaye the. Ghar mein abhi bhi frock aur chaddi pahan kar ghumti thi. Ammi abbu ke alawa ek bara bhai tha jo umar mein mujhse do saal bara tha. Yani wo bhi solah ka ho chuka tha aur muchho ki halki halki rekhayen uske chehre par aa chuki thi. Muchho ki halki rekhao ke sath uske niche ke muchhe bhi aa chuki hogi aisa mera andaz hai. Bhai ke jaisi muchhe to nahi aai thi magar bagalo mein aur niche ki saheli ke upar halke halke roye ugne shuru ho gaye the. 15 saal ki hui aur nimbu ka aakar chhote seb ke jaisa ho gaya tab ammi ne mujhe naqaab pahna diya yani bahar jane par har samay mujhe burka pahan kar ghumna parta tha. Ghar mein ladke nahin aate, sirf rishtedaroon ke siwa. Bhaiyya ke dost bhi agar aaye to drawing room se hi chale jaate. Frock ab kam hi pahanti thi. Bahar nikalne par salwar kammez ke alawa burka pahan na parta tha. Ghar mein abhi bhi kabhi kabhi frock aur chaddi pahan leti thi.

Jawani ki dahleez pe kadam rakhte hi, apni chuchiyoon aur niche ki saheli yani ki choot mein ek ajeeb sa khichau mahsoos karne lagi thi. Jab solah ki hui to yeh khichaw ek halki tees aur meethi khujli mein badal gai thi. Bathroom mein peshab karne ke baad jab paani dal kar apni laalpari ko dhoti to man karta kuch der tak yunhi ragarti rahoon. Gori boor ka upri hissa jhantoon se bilkul dhak gaya tha. Nahate wakt jab kapre utar kar apni chuchiyoon aur choot par sabun lagati to bas maza hi ajata, haath mein sabun lekar choot mein dal kar thodi der tak ander bahar karti aur doosre haath se chuchiyoon ko ragarti.....ahhhhhhh... ..khud ko bath room mein lage bade aayine mein dekh kar bas mast ho jati......bada maza aata tha...lagta tha bas apni choot aur chuchiyoon se khelti rahoon. Ghar mein khali samay mein larko ke bare mein sochte sochte kai baar meri boor pasij jati aur main bathroom mein jakar apni garmi kam karne ke liye unliyon se apni laalpari ki upar wali choch ko masalti thi aur niche wale chhed mein ungli ghusane ki koshish karti thi. Shuruat thori taklif se hui magar baad mein bara maja aane laga tha. Raat mein apne bistar par apni ungliyon se karti thi aur kai baar itni garam ho jati ki din mein teen-teen dafa bathroom mein peshab karne ke bahane apni choot ki ghundi ragarne chali jati thi.

Aap soch rahe honge main itni chhoti umra mein itni garam kaise ho gai....Mere andar lund ke liye itna diwanapan... kyon kar aa gaya hai.... To janab ye sab mere ghar ke mahol ka asar hai. Waise abhi to mera kamra ammi abbu ke bagal wala hai.... magar jab mein chhoti thi main apne ammi abbu ke saath hi soti thi. mujhe yaad aata hai.....meri umar us waqt 7 saal ki hogi....main ammi ke kamre mein hi soti thi....ammi aur abbu bade palng par saath sote main bagal mein single bed par soti....kamre mein night bulb jalta rahta tha....kabhi- kabhi ratoon ko jab meri aankh khulti to ammi aur abbu dono ko nange ek doosre ke saath lipta chipti kar rahe hote .... kabhi ammi abbu ke upar kabhi abba ammi ke upar chade hote.....kabhi abbu ko ammi ke janghoon ke beech pati to....ya ammi ko abbu ke pet par baithe hue paati.... kabhi abbu ko ammi ke upar chadh kar dhakke marte hue dekhti....dono ki tez sansoon ki aawaz aur phir ammi ki siskariyan.....uuu...sssssssiiiii.....mere sartaj....aur jor see....siiiiii..... kabhi -kabhi to ammi itni bekabu ho jati ki jor jor se abbu ko galiyan deti...bharwe aur jor se maar....aiii...teri ammi ko chodu...randi ki aulad....gaand ka jor laga....gaadn mein taqat nahi......cheekhtin... .baloon ko pakad kar khinchti.... aur dono ek dusre ke saath gali galoz karte hue chudai mein masroof rahte.... jabki main thori si dari sahmi si unka ye khel dekhti rahti.... aur sochti ki din mein dono ek dum sharif aur izzatdaar ban kar ghumte hai..... fir raat mein dono ko kya ho jata hai. Saheliyon ne samajhdaari badhane mein madad ki aur....is mast khel ke bare mein meri jaankari badhne lagi. Meri niche ki saheli mein bhi halki gudgudi hone lagi.....ab main ammi abbu ka khel dekhne ke liye apni neend haram karne lagi... shayad un dono shaq ho gaya ya unhe laga ki main jawan ho rahi hun....un logo ne mera kamra alag kar diya...halanki maine is par apni narazgi jatai magar ammi ne mere armaano ko berahmi kuchal diya aur apne bagal wale kamre mein mera bistar lagwa diya. Maine iske liye use dil se bad-dua di.... ja randi tujhe 15 din tak lund nasib nahi hoga.

Mera kaam ab ammi-abbu ki siskariyon ko raat mein diwaar se kaan laga kar sun na ho gaya tha.....aksar ratoon ko unke kamre se plang ke charmarane ki awaz..... ammi ki tez siskarian.....aur abbu ki....Ooonnhh... ..Ooonh... ki awazein....aisa lagta tha ki jawani ki masti looti ja rahi hai....ki aawazo ko kaan laga kar sunti thi aur apne jangho ke beech ki laalmuniya ko bheechti hui...apne nimbuo ko halke hatho se masalti hui sochti.... ammi ko jayada maja aata hoga, shali ki chhatiya footbaal se thori si hi chhoti hogi.

Meri ammi bala ki khoobsurat thi. Allah ne unhe gajab ka husn ata farmaya tha. Gori chitti makkhan ke jaisa rang tha. Lambi bhi thi aur mashaallah kya moti moti janghe aur chuttar the. Gaand matka kar chalti to sab gaanduo ki chhaati par sanp lot jata hoga aisa mere jahan mein aata hai. Rishtedaaro mein sabhi kahte the ki main apni ammi ke upar gai hun....mujhe is baat par bara fakhra mahsoos hota....main apne aap ko unhi ke jaisa saja sawar kar rakhna chahti thi. Main apni ammi ko chhup chhup kar dekhti thi. Pata nahi kya tha, magar mujhe ammi ki harkato ki jasusi karne mein ek alag hi maja aata tha aur is bahane se mujhe jismani tallukat banane ki sari tafsile maloom ho gai thi. Waqt ke sath-sath mujhe yeh andaza ho gaya ki ammi - abbu ka khel keya tha....jawani ki payas kya hoti hai....aur is payas ko kaise bujhaya jata hai. Mard - aurat apni jism ki bhook mitane ke liye ghar ki izzat ka bhi shikar kar lete hai....ammi ki jasusi karte karte mujhe ye baat pata chali.....ammi ne apne bhai ko hi apna shikar bana liya tha....mujhe is baat se bara tajuub hua aur maine meri ek saheli Ayesha se puchha ki kya waqai aisa hota hai ...ya fir meri ammi hi ek albeli randi hai.....usne bataya ki aisa hota hai aur....woh khud apni ammi ke sath bhai aur uske dostoon ki chudai ka maza leti hai....uski kismat par mujhe bara rasq hua.... main itni khush kismat nahin thi.....husn aur jawani khuda ne to di thi ...lekin is haseen jawani ka maza lootne wala ab tak nahin mila tha....meri jawani zanzeeron mein jakad di gait hi....ammi ka kada pahra tha meri jawani par....khud to usne apne bhai tak ko nahin choda tha....lekin mujh par itni bandish ke agar chuchiyoon par se dupatta sarak jaye to fauran daant lagati.....Rabia ab tu bachchi nahin.....dhang se raha kar....jawani mein apne bhai se bhi lihaz karna chahiye....kabhi- kabhi to mijaz chidh jata....man karta kah doon...Sali bhonsri..... randi... khud to na jane kitni lund nigal chuki hai.....apne bhai tak ko nahin chhoda....aur meri choot par pahre lagati hai....khud to apne shauhar se maje lete samay kahti hai khuda ne jawani di hai isiliye ke iska bharpoor maza lootna chahiye……mujh par pabandi lagati hai....magar main aisa kah nahi pai kabhi....ghar ke isi bandish bhare mahoul mein apni ufanti garam jawani ko saheje jee rahi thi.....ghutan bhi hoti thi...dil karta tha...in zanzeero ko tor du....apne naqab ko noch dalu...apne khoosurat gadraye mansal chootron ko jeans mein kas kar...apni chhati ke kabootaro ko t-shirt mein daal kar uske choch ko barchha (bhala) bana kar larko ko ghayal karu.... larko ko lalchaau.... aur unki ghoorti nigahon ke samne se gaand matakati hui gujru...par ammi shali ghar se nikalne hi nahi deti thi....kbhi market jana bhi hota tha....to naqab pahna kar apne saath le jaati thi. Ek baar ek saheli ke ghar uski saalgirah ke din jana tha....maine khoob saj-dhaj kar jeans aur T-shirt pahna fir uske upar se naqab daal kar uske ghar chali gai...waha party mein ammi ki koi saheli aai thi usne dekh liya....ammi ko mere jeans pahan ne ka pata chala to mujhe bahut daanta...itni ghutan hui ki kya bataye.

Ek baar abbu kahi bahar chale gaye....15 dinoo ke abbu ki gair maujudgi ne shayad ammi ki jawani ko tadapne ko majboor kar diya tha.....jab wo nahane ke liye gusalkhane mein ghusi to maine darwaje ke chhote chhed ke paas apni aankho ko laga diya…ammi ki jasusi karne mein main waise expert ho chuki thi. Sali ne apni sari utari phir balauz ke upar se hi apne ko aayine mein niharte hue dono hathoon ko apni chuchiyoon par rakh kar dhire-dhire masalne lagi...mere dil ki dharkan tej ho gai....itne lund kha chukne ke baad bhi ye haal....15 din mein hi khujli hone lagi.....yahan main 17 saal ki ho gai aur abhi tak....khair ammi ne chuchiyoon par apna dabaon badhana shuru kardiya....sssiiiiiii... ..ammi apni hontoon par daant garte hue siskari li......phir blouse ke button ek-ek kar kholne lagi.....ammi ki do badi-bdai haseen chuchiyaan kale brasier mein phansi bahar nekalne ko betab hogayi.....ammi ne ek jhatke se dono chuchiyoon ko azad kar diya..... fir petticoat ke rasse (nare) ko bhi khol kar petticoat neeche gira diya.... aiyene mein apne nange husn ko nihar rahi thi.....badi-badi gori sudol chuchiyaan...hi meri chuchi kab itni bari hogi....Sali ne bhai aur abbu se masalwa masalwa kar itna bara kar liya hai.....gathila badan.....hi kitni moti janghe hai.....chikni....waise janghe to meri bhi moti chikni aur gori gori thi......tabhi meri nazar is nange husn ko ....dekhte hue choot par gayi.....hi allah! kitni haseen choot thi ammi ki....bilkul chikni....jhantoon ka namonishan tak nahin tha unki bur par....thori si jhant chhor rakhi thi apni choot ke upri hisse mein peru ke niche.....shayad randi ne design banaya hua tha....apne bhai ko lalchane ke liye....abbu to mera kutta tha....apna petticoat bhi sungha deti to saala dum hilata chala aata uske paas.... hi kya gori choot thi....waise choot to meri bhi gori thi magar ammi ki choot thori phuli hui thi....mote mote lund kha kha kar apni choot ko fula liya tha chootmarani ne.....unke nange haseen jism ko dekh kar meri choot mein bhi jalan hone lagi.....main apni salwar ko chootad se khiska kar apni nangi choot ko sahlane lagi....aur sath hi ammi ke mastani khel ka nazara bhi dekhti rahi.....badi mast aurat lag rahi thi is waqt meri ammi....thodi der tak apne nange jism par haath pher ti rahi.....dono chuchiyoon ko apne hathoon se masalte hue doosra haath apni choot per le gayi....choot ki hoontoon ko sahlane lagi...aur phir sahlate-sahlate apni ungiliyoon ko choot mein ghuser diya....pahle to dhire dhire ungiliyoon ko bur ke ander baher karti rahi phir uski raftar tez hogayi....sath hi sath aami apni gand ko bhi hichkole de rahi thi....bada mast nazara tha....ammi thodi der tak apne jism se yeh khel khelti rahi phir shawer on kiya aur apne jism ko bhigo kar sabun lagane lagi....khoob achchi tarah se usne apne poore nange jism par sabun lagaya.....apni dono chuchiyoon par ....apni chikni choot par ....to khoob jhag nikal kar usne sabun ragra....phir ammi ne apni choot mein ungliyoon ko ghusera...ek ....do...teen... aur phir panchoon ungliyan....choot ke ander dal di.....dhire dhire ander bahar karte hue....hi...allah... .kya batau chootmarani kitni garam ho gai thi....munh se gu gu ki aawaz nikalte hue choot mein ungliyan pel rahi thi.....thodi der tak ammi yunhi apne bur ki chudai karti rahi....chootron ka hichkola tez hota gaya .....aahhhh....ooohhh... .aur phir ammi ka jism ek jhatke ke saath shant ho gaya......ammi madhoshi ki alam mein farsh par jharne ke neeche let gayi.....thodi der shant nange padi rahne ke baad uth kar nahana shuru kiya....khel khatam ho chukka tha.....meri bur ne bhi pani chod diya tha.....main shalwar thame apne kamre mein aayi.....thodi der tak choot ko sahlati rahi .. ek ungli ghuseri....choot ke ander thodi der tak ungli ghusti gayi...phir ruk gayi....main aksar apni bur ek ungli se hi choda karti thi....par ammi ko dekh kar josh mein aa gait hi....bur chidor kar do ungli ghusane ki koshish ki ....thoda dabaw dala to dard hua... mein ne dar kar chhor diya....hi nigori meri choot kab chauri hogi....mujhe bara afsos hua...kya meri choot faarne wala koi paida nahi hua.

Waqt guzarta gaya....jism ki bhook bhi badhti gayi.....lekin hai re kismet.....17 saal ki ho chuki thi lekin koi lund nahi naseeb ho saka tha jo meri kunwari choot ke seal ko tod kar mujhe ladki se aurat bana deta...koi ragar kar masal kar maja dene wala bhi mujhe nahi mila tha.....meri shadi bhi nahin ho rahi thi... ammi aur abbu mere liye ladke ki khoj mein the......unka khyal tha ki 18 ki hote-hote wo mere liye larka khoz lenge....par 18 ki hone mein to pura saal baki tha....tab tak kaise apni ufanti jawani ko sambhalu....choot ke kire jab raato ko machalne lagte to ji karta kisi bhi raah chalte ka lund apni choot mein le lun....par fir dil nahi manta....itne naaz-nakhro se sambhali hui....gori chitti anchudi bur kisi aire gaire ko dena munasib nahi hoga....isliye apne dil ko samjhati.... Lekin badhti umar ke saath choot ki aag ne mujhe bejar kar diya tha….chudai ki aag mujhe is tarah satane lagi thi ki.....mere khwabo khayalo mein sirf lund hi ghoomta rahta tha....hai re kismet....meri bahut sari saheliyon ne upar-upar se sahlane chuswane....chusne ka maja le liya tha aur jab wo apne kisse batati to mujhe apni bejari par bahut taras aata...ghar ki pabandiyon ne mujhe kahi ka nahi chhora tha....upar-upar se hi kisi se apni choochiyon ko masalwa leti aisa bhi mere nasib mein nahi tha....jabki meri kai saheliyon ne to choot ki kutai tak karwa li thi. Shumaila ne to apne dono bhaiyon ko fasa liya tha...uski har raat...suhagraat hoti thi aur apne dono bhaiyon ke beech soti thi....wo bata rahi ki ek apna lund uski choot se sata deta tha aur dusra uski gaand se tab ja kar use neend aati thi.....par hai re meri kismat ek bhai bhi tha to door door hi rahta tha aur ab to shahar chhor kar bahar MBA karne ke liye ek bare shahar mein chala gaya tha.

Maine ab barahwi ki padhai puri kar lit hi. Waise to hum jis shahar mein rahte hai waha bhi kai college aur institution the jaha main aage ki padhai kar sakti thi magar…jab se meri saheli Rehana jo ki mujh se umra mein bari hai..... jiski shadi usi shahar mein hui thi jisme bhai padhne gaye the....ke bare mein aur waha ke azadi aur khulepan ke mahol ke bare mein bataya to....mere andar bhi waha jane aur apni padhai ko aage bdhane ki dili tammanna ho gai thi.

Ise sayad meri khuskismati kahe ya fir allah ki marji……mera bhai 6 mahine pahle hi wahi ke ek mashoor college mein MBA ki padhai karne ke liye dhakhila liya tha. Paise ki pareshani to nahi thi…ammi abbu raji ho jate to mera kaam ban jata..... aur main khuli hawa mein saans lene ka apna khwab pura kar leti.....jo ki is chhote se sahar mein namumkin tha.

Maine apni khwahish apni ammi ko bata di...uska jawab to mujhe pahle se pata tha...kutiya mujhe kahi jane nahi degi....maine fir mamujaan se sifarish lagwai...mamu mujhe bahut payar karte the....shayad main unhi ke lund ki paidaish thi...unhone ammi ko samjhaya ki mujhe jane de....waise bhi iski shadi abhi ho nahi rahi......padhai kar lene mein koi harz nahi hai....fir bhai bhi wahi rah kar padhai kar raha hai....mamu ki is baat par ammi muskurane lagi....mamu bhi shayad samajh gaye aur muskurane lage..... aur mujh se kaha jao bête apne kapre jama lo......main tumhare bhai se baat karta hun...main bahar ja kar ruk gai aur kaan laga kar sun ne lagi....ammi kah rahi thi...Hi nahi waha bhai ke saath akele rahegi...kahi kuchh.....mamu is par ammi ki jangh par haath maarte hue bole....aakhir bachhe to hamare hi hai na....agar kuchh ho gaya to sambhal lenge fir.....baad mein dekhenge....mere pair ab jamin par nahi the..ab mujhe khuli hawa mein saans lene se koi nahi rok sakta tha....daurti hui apne kamre mein aa kar apne kapro ko jamane lagi....ammi se chhupa kar kharide hue jeans aur T-shirt....skirt-blouse....low-cut samij salwar....sabhi ko maine apne bag mein daal liya....unke upar ammi ki pasand ke do-chaar salwar kamij aur burqa rakh diya....ammi Sali ko upar se dikha dungi....use kya pata niche kya maal bhar rakha hai maine....fir khyal aaya ki khali chudwane ke liye to bare shahar nahi jana hai....kuchh padhai ki bate bhi soch li jaye....ye haal tha meri bahakti jawani ka pahle chudai ke bare mein sochti fir padhai ke bare mein.....allah ne ye choot lund ka khel hi kyon banaya...aur banaya bhi to itna majedaar kyon banaya....hi. Thori der baad ammi aur mamu mere kamre mein aaye aur dono samjhane lage.... ki shahar mein kaise rahna hai. Bhai ko unhone do kamro wala flat lene ke liye kah diya hai....aur aise to pata nahi wo kaha khata-pita hoga....mere rahne se uske khana banane ki duswariyon ka bhi khatma ho jayega......dono larai nahi karenge....aur apni sahuliyat aur salahiyat ke saath ek dusre ki madad karenge....do din baad ka train ka ticket book kar diya gaya...bhai mujhe station par aakar receive kar lega aisa mamu ne bataya.

Do din baad main jab naqab pahan kar train mein baithi to laga jaise dil par para saalo se jama bojh utar gaya.....aaj itne dino ke baad mujhe meri aazadi milne wali thi....ammi ki pabandiyon se kosho dur main apni duniya basane jaa rahi thi....train khulte hi sabse pahle gusalkhane ja kar apne naqab se khud ko azadi di andar maine gulabi rang ka khoobsurat sa salwar kamiz pahan rakha tha jo thora sa low cut tha....dil mein aaya ki train mein baithe budhho ko apne kabootaro ko dikha kar thora lalchau..... magar maine uske upar dupatta daal liya. Chust salwar kamiz mere jismani utar chadhaw ko bakhoobi bayan kar raha tha.....par iski fikar kise thi main to yahi chahti thi....baalo ka ek lat mere chehre par jhool raha tha.....jab apne berth par ja kar baithi to logo ki ghoorti nazre bata rahi thi ki main kitni khoobsurat hun....sabhi dam sadhe meri khoobsurti ko apni ankho se jajb karne ki koshish kar rahe the....shayad man hi man aahe bhar rahe the....ek buddhe ki peshani par pasine ki bunde chamak rahi thi.....Ac compartment mein budhhe ko kyon pasina aa raha tha.....khair jane de main to apni masti mein doobi hui nai-nai mili aazadi ke lazzat bare maje se utha ti hui ...mastani allhar chal se chalti.... kulhe matkati hui aai aur.....puri berth par pasar kar baith gai....haath mein mere Sidney Sheldon ka naya novel tha....ek pair ko upar utha kar jab maine apni sandle utari to sab aise dekh rahe the....jaise meri sandle chaat lenge ya kha jayenge....apne gore nazuk pairo se maine sandle utari....pair ki patli ungliya jiske nakhoon gulabi rang se range the ko thora sa chatkaya....hatho ko upar utha kar sinaa fula kar saans liya jaise kitni thak gai hun aur fir novel mein apne aap ko duba liya.

Subah subah jab train station par pahuchne wali thi to main jaldi se uthi aur gusalkhane mein apne aap ko thora sa fresh kiya ankho par pani ke chhinte mare....thora sa make-up kiya....kajal layaga...fir wapas aakar apne bag ko bahar nikal kar sambhalne lagi. Train ruki khirki se bahar bhai nazar aa gaya....darwaje ke paas bheer kam hone par main apna saman utha kar ithlati hui dupatta sambhalte...darwaje ke paas aai....samne bhai khara tha magar wo aage nahi badha fir achanak chaunk kar aage aaya....mere haath se bag le liya...main dhire se ithlati hui niche utari aur bhai ko salam kiya....aur muskurate hue kaha....hi bhai aap to mujhe anjano ki tarah se dekh rahe the...itni jaldi apni bahan ko bhool gaye....bhai ne muskurate hue kaha....arre nahi ghar mein to tu aise hi gharelu kapro mein rahti hai.....ek dum badli hui lag rahi ho...main thora sharmai fir ada ke saath boli....aap bhi to bhai badle badle se lag rahe ho....bare shahar ke style sare **** liye kya....bhai is par thora jhep gaya aur daant dikhate hue bola....arre ye sab karna parta hai...main bhi hasti hui boli....ha bara shahar bara college...fir agar style se na rahe to sab mere bhai ko jahil samjhenge....bhai bhi hasne laga. Station se bahar aakar hamne taxi pakri aur flat ke taraf chal diye. Flat chhota sa tha ek master bedroom ek kitchen ek drawing room cum dining hall tha usi mein ek taraf bed laga hua tha. Bhai ne dikhate hue kaha....yahi hamara ghar hai...tu apna saman bedroom mein daal de....ab se wo tera kamra ho gaya.....main yaha bahar wale bed par so jaunga....tujhe puri privacy rahegi....maine man hi man maine kaha privacy ki kisko fikra hai....tum bhi isi kamre mein aa jao public property bana do....fir apne randipana par khud hi hasi aa gai....main bhi kaise kaise khyal rakhti hun...thori der baad bhai college ke liye nikal gaya.....main ghar ke kaam mein masroof ho gai....akela larka ghar ko jangal bana deta hai......khair maine pure ghar ki saaf safai kar di....sara saman apne thikane par jama diya......khana bana kar bhai ka intezar karne lagi.....der raat wo ghar aaya aur usne mujhe apne college ke computer science ki degree courses ka application farm dikhaye.....bole le ise bhar lena...kal tera admission ho jayega....aur kal se hi class bhi shuru ho jayegi....maine kaha.....itni jaldi bhai....main to soch rahi thi admission ke kuchh din baad class shuru hogi....bhai is par haste hue bole....arre admissions to close ho gaye the....maine professor se baat kar jabardasti admission karaya hai tera....maine uth kar bhai ko gale laga liya...oh thank you bhai.....bhai ne haste hue kaha.....mujhe bhi khana banane wali ki jarurat thi...admission to main kaise bhi karwa leta....hum dono hasne lage...maine uski chhati par pyar se ek mukka maara aur kaha....jao main nahi bolti tumse...main koi khana banane aai hun....fir bhai ne pyara se mera matha chum liya aur bole...hi banno meri guriya....tera agar dil nahi hai to mat bana khana....meri guriya sirf aaram karegi...bhai ke is payar bhare chumban se pure jism mein sansani daur gai....mujhe nahi pata tha ki usne kya soch kar mera matha chuma tha....main to mard ke badan ki pyasi thi....hath lagte hi lahra gai...magar bhai ne fir chhor diya....aasman se jamin par aa gai.

Khana khane ke baad main sone chali gai. Train ka safar aur din bhar kaam karne ke karan hairan thi....jaldi hi aankh lag gai....suabh aankh khuli to jaldi jaldi taiyyar hone lagi...kapre pahante waqt peshopas mein thi...naqab pahnu ya nahi....fir socha chalo bhai se....puchh leti hun.......usne kaha....yaha iski koi pabandi nahi hai....koi nahi pahanta.....fir yahan kaun si ammi ki saheliyan teri jasusi karne wali hai.....jo marzi aaye wo pahan le....fir maine salwar kameez pahan li......kale rang ki....jisme mera gora husn aur nikhar gaya...bhai bhi mujhe dekh kar muskura diye aur kaha....tabeej bandh le nazar lag jayegi...bahut pyari lag rahi hai...main haste hue unke bike par pichhe baith gai aur uski peeth par ek mukka halke se jama diya. College mein admission lene ke baad class shuru ho gaye. Busy rahne ke karan jayada kuchh notice karne ka mauka hi nahi mila....

Fir ham logo ka yahi routine ban gaya college jana 3 baje ke aas paas ghar wapas aana....dhire dhire main settle ho gai....nai nai saheliyan mil gai....co-education wale college mein larko ki nazro ki dahak bhi mujhe mahsoos hone lagi...paise walo ka college tha.... apni nighahon ki tapish se jalane walo ki kami nahi thi....jayadatar ki nazre meri choochiyon aur chutado ke upar hi jami rahti thi....class nahi hone par.....dosto ke saath gap sap karte hue waqt gujar jata tha. Kuchhek ke boy friend bhi the.....main bhi ek boy friend banane ki khwahishmand thi......jab se is bare shahar mein aai thi.....busy hone ke wazah se.....choot aur lund ke bare mein sochne ka mauka hi nahi mila tha....ghar par to ammi abbu aur mamu ki harkato ki jasusi karne ki wazah se har waqt dil mein jismani talluqaat banane ki kafiyat taari rahti thi......wahi jinn ek dafa fir mere andar kulbulane laga....jab settle ho gai to fir se choot mein kiro ne rengna shuru kar diya.....Shahar ki aazadi ne sulagte jazbato ko hawa di....kisi mard ke bahon mein sama jane ki jarurat bari shiddat ke saath mahsoos hone lagi.....college ke larko ko dekh-dekh kar jism ki aag aur jayada bharak jaati thi....unke underwear mein kase lund ke bare mein soch soch choot pani chhorne lagti ....khwab mein ek aadh larko ka lund bhi apni niche ki saheli mein paibast karwa liya...par kahte hai thook chaatne se payas nahi bhujhti....khwab mein pelwane se fuddi ki aag to bhujhne se rahi....kai dafa raato ko fridge mein se burf ka tukra nikal kar niche ki gulabi chhed mein daal leti thi....magar is se aag aur bharak jati thi.....nigori bur mein aisi khujli machi thi ki bina sakht lund ke ab shayad sakoon nahi milne wala tha.

College mein meri sabse pyari saheli Farzana aur Tabassum thi...dono waise to mere se umra mein do saal bari thi magar ham teeno mein khoob banti thi....wo bhi meri hi tarah mast....jawani ke gurur mein upar se niche tak sarobar thi....ham teeno aapas mein har tarah ki baate karte the...main unko pyar se Farru aur Tabbu kah kar bulati thi.....hum teeno aapas mein larko ke bare mein bahut sari baate karte the...Tabbu bara khul kar batati thi....use chudai aur chudwane ke bare mein bahut kuchh pata tha.....main bhi jaanti thi....ammi ki jasusi karne ki wajah se tajurbekaar ho gai thi....magar Farzana jayadatar in baato ke beech mein chup rahti.....hamari baato par hasti aur maja leti.....magar kabhi khud se usne koi gandi baat nahi ki.....magar Tabbu kuchh aisi baate batlati jo wahi bata sakta hai jisne le liya ho.....waise to hame pata tha ki uski do teen larko ke saath dosti hai magar.....fir dhire-dhire usne khud hi bata diya ki kaise aur kis kis ke saath usne chudai ka maja liya hai....fir kya tha ham har roj uske saath uski rangeeniyon ki naye naye kisse sunti thi..... kuchh dino baad achanak se Tabbasum ka collage aana band ho gaya......kisi ko kuchh pata nahi tha.....uske gharwalo ke saath hamari koi jaan pahchan to thi nahi......fir ek larki ne bataya ki.....uske abba ka kahi dusri jagah transfer ho gaya hai......

Rangeen saheli ke jane ke baad do berang saheliyon ki beech kya baate hoti.....maje ki baate dhire dhire kam ho gai thi..... main ek baar Farru se puchha ki uska koi boyfriend hai kya......tab usne munh bichkaya aur kaha....boyfriend ka jhanjhat main nahi paalti....wo saale to ji ka janjal hote hai....mujhe bara tajjub hua....maine uska hath pakar kar kaha...hi kya baat kar rahi hai Farru jaan....tune to mera dil tor diya...main to soch rahi thi kaas mere bhi do teen boy friend hote Tabbu ke jaise....Farzana ne mere gaal par payar bhari chapat lagate hue kaha....randi banegi kya.....maine uski kamar mein chikoti kaat li aur kaha....hai meri jaan.... baato mein to ham randiyon ko bhi maat kar degi....aur ham dono hasne lage....fir Farru ne bataya ki wo in sab chakkro mein nahi parti....aur mujhe sharafat aur khandani larki hone ka lecture pila diya....maine man hi man gali di shaali kutiya.....sharifjadi banti hai....choot mein dhakkan laga kar ghumti rah jayegi haramkhor....... Fir baato ka rukh dusri taraf mur gaya.Kuchh din ke baad ek din ham internet ki practical kar rahe the....class mukammil ho chuka tha par main aur meri ek class mate Shabnam waise hi baithe baate kar rahe the.....baat ghum fir kar larko aur fir boyfriends par aai to....Shabnam ne kaha....ruk main tujhe kuchh dikhati hu....fir usne ek website kholi us par bahut sari gandi gandi....tasvire thi....larke aur larkiyon ki....fir usne kuchh clik kiya aur fir ek video chalu ho gaya....usme ek larki ek larke ka lund choos rahi thi....mera to sharm se bura haal ho raha tha....dar lag raha tha kahi koi aa na jaye....par dharakte dil se main wo video bhi dekh rahi thi....larka larki kya baate kar rahe the ye to nahi pata....magar larki ka chehra kuchh jana pahchana sa laga....ankhe nacha nacha kar khoob pyar se lund choos rahi thi.....lagbhag do minute ka video tha....jab mukammil ho gaya to Shabnam ne puchha kyon samajh mein aaya....main sann rah gai thi... beshakhta mere munh se galiya nikalne lagi.....hi allah kamini....Tabbasum itni besharam hogi mujhe pata nahi tha....haramzadi ne aisa kyon kiya..... allah kasam jis din mil gai kutiya se puchhungi jarur ki....apni tasveer kyon banwai...shaali ko badnaami ka dar nahi laga....itni gandi video banwa kar internet par daal di.....kisi ko pata chal gaya ki main aisi besharam ki saheli thi......main abhi aur kuchh bolti iske pahle hi Shabnam ne mujhe rokte hue kaha.....meri jaan, usne nahi banai ye tasveer.... uske boyfriend ne banai.....hai marjawa mue ne aise kyon kiya.... shabnam ne samjhaya ye duniya bari harami.....ye jo boyfriend ka chakkar hai bara khatarnaak hai....agar dilo-jaan se muhaabat karne wala mil jaye to thik....kamina aur bemurrowat nikla to fir larki barbad....Tabbasum bechari jajbaat aur jism ki aag ki rau mein haramiyon ke chakkar mein par gai....saale ne apne mobile se tasveer bana kar apne dosto ke beech baat di....unhi mein se kisi internet par daal diya....tabhi to shahar chhor kar jaana para bechari ko....maine to khwab mein bhi nahi socha tha ki larke itne harami hote hai ki jiske saath maja kare....usi ko barbaad kar de....lund ka nasha ek pal mein hi utar gaya....maine suna tha ki larke to choot ke pissu hote hai.....bur ke liye gulami karne lagte hai.....par ab samajh mein aa gaya ki maja khatam hone ke baad saale haramipane par bhi utar aate hai.....

Maine sab kuchh Farru batlaya to usne munh bichka kar kaha.....maine to pahle se kahti thi ye sab chakkar bekar hai.....kaun kab dhokha de jaye iska koi bharosa nahi.... fir pregnant ho jane ka khatra bhi hota hai.....to yun kahiye ki boyfriend banane ka saroor mere sir se utar gaya......Farru ki tarah ab main bhi sharif ban gai thi.....ek jamana tha jab main aur Tabbu mil kar.....laundo ko lund ki lambai chaurai ka discussion karte the.....kaise supare wala lund kitni der tak chod sakta hai.....kuchh larko ka lund tedha hota hai.....wo kitna maja deta hai....mote supare wala kitna maja deta hoga.....rah chalte kutte ko kutiya ko chodte hue dekhne ki koshish karte....diwar aur per ki oot mein khare mardo ko peshab karte hue dekhne ki koshish karte......agar kisi ka lund dikh jata fir choot sahla sahla kar yaad karte.....wagirah wagairh....par wo sab ab band ho chuka tha....maine bhi is tarah baate karna ab chhor diya....nikah ke baad jaisa nasib mein hoga wo milega........sexy baato se to aur aag bharak jaati hai....raat mein ungli daal daal kar ab kuchh hota jaata nahi....

Fir ek din main Farru ke ghar gai.....Farru apni ammi aur apne bare bhai ke sath rahti thi....uska bhai anti corruption unit mein kisi uchi jagah par tha.....Farru ne bataya ki uska bhai us se umra mein karib saat saal bara tha....waise Farru bhi mere se do saal bari thi mere bhai ki umar ki thi....main drawing room mein baithi thi tabhi ek larka dhakil hua.....mujhe dekh ek pal ke liye chaunka....fir andar chala gaya....thori der baad Farru ke khilkhilati hui hasi sunai di....hi bhai chhoro bahar meri dost hai....bechari bor ho rahi hogi.....hi allah bari khoobsurat payal hai....kab kharidi aapne....uii chhoriye na....thik hai....kasam se....ha...pahan kar....thik hai bhai....fir ek dum khamoshi chha gai....thori der baad Farru aai to uske baal thore se bikhre hue lag rahe the....aankho mein ajib si chamak thi.....hontho par halki muskurahat tair rahi thi.....maine socha kya maajra hai....kitne maje se baate kar rahe the dono bhai bahan...jaise ki....maine Farru se puchha.....kyon muskura rahi ho....wo jo larka andar gaya kya tera bhai tha....Farru ne apne chehre ko upar utha kar jawab diya....ha....bhai jaan the....wo aaj jaldi office se aa gaye...uske gaal gulabi se surkh laal ho chuke the....wo thora ghabrai si lag rahi thi....maine kaha....to isme itna ghabrane ki kaun si baat hai....are nahi yaar wo bahut gusse wale hai....maine kaha...arre abhi to tu unse has has kar bate kar rahi thi....bahir tak aawaz aa rahi thi.....shayad tere liye koi gift laaye hai.....mere aisa bolne se Farru sakpaka gai.....baat ko idhar udhar ghumane lagi....fir main bhi uth kar chali aagi....ye sab baate yahi par khatam ho gai....isi tarah main ek do dafa aur Farru ke ghar gai....ek dafa main suabh ke karib aath baje uske ghar gai....us roj bhai ko kahi jana tha.... bhai ne Farru ke ghar tak chhor diya.....darwaja thora sa laga hua tha....maine dhakka de kar halke se khola aur andar dakhil ho gai.....maine socha aawaj du magar....mujhe ai....uiiii.....iss ki aawaz sunai di....jaise ammi apni chuchi masalwate ya chudwate waqt aawaz nikalti thi....mera dil jor jor se dharakne laga....ye kya chakkar hai....jasus Rabia ne drawing room ka parda halka sa hataya.....andar jhanka....hai allah mere hosh fakhta ho gaye.....Farru ka bhai pichhe se usko apni aagosh mein daboche khara tha...dono ki peeth darwaje ki taraf thi....puch puch ki aawaj ke saath sii...isss...ki aawaz...uske bhai ke dono hath uski chhati ke nazdik....mere to pair kanpne lage....dil dhar dhar kar bajne laga....waha khara hona mere liye muskil ho gaya....apne aap ko sambhalti jaldi se bahar aa gai....kuchh der tak wahi khare rah kar apne jazbaato ko sambhala fir...call bell daba diya....thori der ke baad Farru bahar aai....apne baalo ko sambhalte hue....hontho ka rang thora ura hua lag raha tha....par chehre ka rang surkh laal ho rakha tha....apni chhati par dupatta sambhalte hue apne bag ko kandhe par latkaye....thori ghabrai si boli.....jayada der to nahi hui....maine usko upar se niche dekhte hue kaha.....nahi yaar....uski samij ki istri uske chhati ke pass kharab ho chuki thi....salwate par chuki thi.....jahir tha ki uske bhai jaan ne waha hath laga kar masla hai....allah kya kya tamashe dikha raha tha mujhe....meri pyari saheli Farru jisko main sidha samajhti thi apne sage bare bhai se apni chuchi masalwa rahi thi.....mere pair abhi bhi kaanp rahe the....Saali apne bhai se fasi hai....tabhi kahti hai boyfriend ki jarurat nahi....jab ghar mein hi lund ka maja mil raha hai to fir bahar....hi kasam se maine khawab mein bhi nahi socha tha....randi....sharafat ka kitna jabardast dhong karti thi.....ham dono collage ke liye paidal hi chal diya, waha se jayda door nahi tha....par mera dil jitni der tak collage mein rahi dhaar dhaar kar bajta raha.....

Do baje din mein wapas ghar aai fresh hokar aaram karne ke liye bistar par leti to.....aaj subah hua waqya mere dilo dimag mein fir se chakkar lagane laga.....hi meri Farru jaan apni farwa chuki hai.....shaali kitni chalak hai.....sab kuchh nikah ke baad....saali ne farwaya bhi kis se apne sage bhaijaan se.....bahar kisi ko pata hi nahi ki sharifjaadi kitni bari haramzadi hai.....bhai ka lund bur mein lekar sir par duppata daal kar ghumti hai......jaise niche ke chhed mein kaun halchal macha raha hai pata hi nahi......kuchh bhi ho mere jasusi mijaj ko bhi thora karar aa gaya tha....main hamesha sochti thi ki kya saali ki choot nahi khujlati.....ungli karti hogi ya nahi.....hamesha meri baato ko taal deti thi....idhar udhar kar deti.....jaise kitni pakdaman hai.....jaise in sab cheezo ki use koi waqfiyat hi nahi.....khair maje hai saali ke magar....choot ki khujli aaram se mit rahi hai......bhai gift la kar bhi de raha hai.....maje kar rahi hai......Farru ne apne bhai se kaise apni farwai ye raaj bhi kisi na kisi tarah ugalwa lungi....filhal to mujhe apni fikr karni chahiye.....Tabbasum ke kisse ke baad se to larko ke bare mein sochna band hi ho gaya tha....magar Farzana ne nai raah dikhla di thi......

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